First Visitors

Ashley, Azalia, and Jenette came to visit Sunday evening. We didn't get any pictures with them, but they took pictures of us!

After Ashley and Jenette left the hospital (they went to our house and took care of things there for us) Uncle Colin and Aunt Jean came to visit. Colin snatched that baby up and plopped on his chest and snuggled down right away. He didn't want to give him up; only let Jean hold him for the last 10 minutes or so that they were there. ha! I was still pretty out of it from not sleeping for days. Colin was laughing at/worried about me- I guess I looked pretty beat up still.

And then Brandon and Janet came too. 

After all of our visitors we both finally got settled in for some much needed sleep. I think my bed was a little bit more comfortable than this one. 

Holy smokes! Sleep never felt so good!!!! I felt a million times better Monday morning. My throat was pretty raspy and sore from all my moaning and groaning during labor, and it felt back to normal Monday. My head was clear; no longer rummy-headed and dizzy from not sleeping for days. The worst pain I had was my in arms. My left was sore and tender from the lock line; my right was bruised from a blood draw.

Monday evening we had some surprise visitors! We knew that Nessie, Felicia, and Chelsie were coming, but we were shocked to see Preston march in first followed by Papa. So fun!

 Looking much better after some beauty rest.

The Bulge part III

October 7 came and went without any excitement. Just another day at school/work and getting school projects and assignments done. The rest of the week was the same. Wednesday I was able to work at the horticulture department’s “Come Alive Outside” event in the gardens. It was so fun! Fresh made pizzas cooked in the brick oven at Patsy’s Porch (one of the mini gardens); rope swings, zip lines, and slack lines in the trees; potato bar; apple press; zumba; I don’t even know what else. And I got extra credit in one of my classes for working the potato bar. :) Friday I went to class and turned in 3 big projects for 2 different classes (finished them early so I didn't have to worry about them during or after baby's arrival). I was going to go to work for the afternoon, but David and I decided the night before that heck, this baby hasn't made any sign of coming down the chute, our freezer is empty from last year's harvest, we didn't get any Nevada tags, so let's go hunting! David's still a Nevada resident, but I'm an Idaho resident now so I can get an over-the-counter tag for cheap. So yes, it was me with the license and me with the rifle; I wasn't just going along for the ride. :) As soon as David finished taking a test we loaded up and headed out Friday afternoon for the desert hills north of Rexburg. 

The roads were nice and bumpy. I wasn't bothered by them at first. We got out and hiked around. I'm usually able to keep pace with David just fine when we're hiking but I admit I was a little slower and it was awkward going up hills as I could only get my legs to step up so far (not very far) in front of me what with my belly getting in the way. We saw a few elk tracks, a lot of moose tracks and beds, and a moose. Yes a moose. In the desert sandy hills. We were shocked. Not one deer. 

We hiked back to the jeep and decided to check out a different area. The roads were definitely rough and as we headed back down the mountain after the sun set (and not seeing anything but cows) I was definitely aware of every bump and jolt. But I felt great when we got home, other than tired after staying up absurdly late every night working on school stuff, and I told David that I would be good to head out in the morning and try again. Morning hunts are always better and we were looking forward to it. 

That night I decided I should finally pack our hospital bags; I was 4 days "overdue" after all. I was so focused on school stuff that packing was on the bottom of my to-do list. Before he went to bed (I stayed up longer to pack) David said I was giving the baby permission to finally come. I laughed thinking that things were so not going to happen within the next 24 hours. When I finished packing hospital bags I put together snacks etc. for heading out to hunt in the morning and then finally crawled into bed just before midnight (after staying up well past midnight the night before to finish school projects). Two hours later I woke up to a lovely contraction. I knew right away what it was. It came and went (not mildly) and I quickly went back to sleep thinking if this was the real thing that I probably had at least another 30 minutes before another came, but that it was probably just a one time deal for the night and I would be up in a few hours to get back to the hunt. 15 minutes later I was jerked from sleep with another. Ugh. And so the night/early morning hours went. Because I was bone-tired from the long week I stayed in bed and tried to sleep a little between contractions that lasted about a minute or more. I woke David up around 3:30 to have him rub and put pressure on my lower back during contractions. Pretty sure he slept through and missed a few, but that's ok. :) Needless to say, we didn't go hunting in the morning as planned. 

Around 9:00AM, I think, I finally got out of bed after a sleepless and uncomfortable night. I got started on some Saturday cleaning and just worked through contractions, typically running to David as I felt one coming on so he could put pressure on my lower back. They were coming every 10-15 minutes; the time between them hadn’t decreased. By Saturday afternoon and 12+ hours of contractions I started telling myself it must be some tortuous form of false labor because contractions weren't getting any closer but they were plenty strong enough. I remained calm though and didn't feel like anything was wrong or that we needed to go to the hospital or call the midwives. I didn’t feel like eating much, but I made sure to drink plenty of water during the day and got down a bowl of home-brewed chicken broth. I crawled in the bath Saturday afternoon, and that helped a little but it definitely didn't encourage things to slow down/go away (if it really was false labor) or move things along any faster. I actually had a nice little chat with Grandmama while I was in the tub. I don’t think she noticed when I’d zone out of the conversation during a contraction. Haha.

Saturday evening, after being in labor all day and not sleeping much the previous two days, I was tired and really just wanted to sleeeeep. Fat chance of that happening with a lovely strong contraction coming at me every 10-15 minutes. Regardless, we were both really calm and felt like everything was just fine. 

And so the night went: a 1-minute contraction every 10-15 minutes. At one point I sat on the exercise ball in front of the mirror and braided my hair all fancy like- not sure how I did that through contractions.Ha! When I finished my hair I curled up in bed for a few hours looking for any sleep I could get. No sleep for me but it did feel nice to just lay there and close my eyes when I wasn’t working through a contraction. However, laying down was not the most comfortable position to be in. Around 2AM (Sunday, the 12th), a whopping 24 hours later, things changed. Contractions were a little more intense on the discomfort scale and they finally were closer together. I moved to the exercise ball. I was now only getting 7-8 minute breaks between contractions, and as the early morning hours marched on those breaks got shorter and shorter. We were in the bedroom and I was working through contractions on the exercise ball and David was right next to me in a chair, ready to help me through each contraction. He pulled out my stopwatch and a notepad and took note of when each contraction started. He even included the time of when I threw up- 3:30AM. He kept my water mug filled and was ready to bring the straw right to my mouth whenever I croaked out, “Water.” He continued to be the best water boy during the whole process, all the way through post delivery. We were both nodding off during our break times. The kind of nodding off like when you're in class and don't realize you're slowly drifting toward sleep until the sudden whiplash of your head wakes you up. Ughhh. Nodding off is the worst because it just makes you more tired and all you can think about is going home (if you're in class) and taking a good nap. And when you realize that a good nap is just not going to happen it makes you even more tiredddd. Anyway... we continued to work through contractions. I would switch between laboring on the exercise ball, to straddling the chair (David would move to the ball or bed when I commandeered the chair) with me facing the back and leaning over the backside, to laboring on my hands and knees, to kneeling on the ground and laying my upper body on the bed or the chair. At one point David said to me that he was so sorry that I was in so much pain. I got kind of cross with him and said, “I don’t need your sympathy. I just need you to work with me.” And he did just that.

Around 5AM we finally hit the 4-1-1 mark, the cue to leave for the hospital for most people. 1 minute long contractions about 4 minutes apart for 1 hour. Even so, I felt like things weren't intense enough yet to call the midwives or change what we we're doing. I told myself that at 6AM we would call and see what the midwife said. We made it to 6AM and contractions were anywhere from 1,2,3, or 4 minutes apart but I still didn’t feel any need to leave for the hospital. My water and mucus plug were still intact and I felt good about just staying home. [I had towels laid out for when my water did break: a towel in the kitchen, a towel on the exercise ball, a towel on the bed, a towel in the car…] We called the midwife at 6 to let her know what was going on and that she could expect to be at the hospital with us sometime today. She encouraged us to stay home as long as we could and then just let her know when we were heading to the hospital. 

After getting off the phone with her (David did the talking), my next goal was to make it until sunrise. The sun started streaming through our window after 7:30. As the sunshine fell on us and woke our tired bodies and minds, I decided I wanted to get outside and take a walk. I needed to get out of the house, out of that bedroom; I needed to do something different; I needed a change of scenery. 

It took a few contractions to get dressed, shoes laced up, and out the door. The sunshine and brisk morning air felt great. It was just past 8AM; 30 hours of labor. We slowly made our way out of the driveway and onto the street. I don’t think I was waddling, just moving slow, but you’d have to have David confirm that. We headed west and just did one lap around the block: down 4th W to 5th S over to 2nd W then back to 3rd S and home. I had to stop about every 50 yards to work through a contraction. Sometimes I would drop into a low squat and pull on David’s arms; sometimes I stood and leaned into David’s side or back; a few times I was able to just keep walking (very slowly) when another rush would hit. As it was a Sunday morning, and our ward doesn’t meet until 1:30PM, the streets were very quiet, for which David was grateful that he didn’t have to wave to anyone we know and explain that everything was okay even though his wife looked crazy. :) 

We made it back to the house before 9AM and I was ready to go to the hospital. I wanted to get in the big laboring jacuzzi tub; I wanted the midwife to guide us through different labor positions; I so wanted to be done. We called the midwife and loaded the car. Let me tell you- sitting in the passenger seat of a moving vehicle might be the most uncomfortable way to work through contractions. We arrived at the hospital around 9:15 and made our way up to labor and delivery. As soon as the nurses saw us they came out to meet/greet us. I leaned over the counter and worked through a contraction or two as they got my name and info. Since I was obviously in labor and because I was the only L&D patient on the floor that morning, I got to forego the triage room and head straight to a labor and delivery suite.

I slipped into the lovely hospital gown and onto the bed for the required 20 minutes of fetal heart rate monitoring. During this time they put the lock line in my forearm- which took the nurse two pokes to get it in there. Ugh. And they checked my cervix. I had [kindly] refused to be checked at all my appointments as I didn’t feel it was necessary, so I have no idea if I was at all dilated before real labor started. My biggest fear while I was laboring at home was that when we arrived at the hospital I would only be dilated to a 2 or something ridiculous for how long I had been in labor. But oh happy, happy day. The nurse proudly said I was at a 7 or 8 and 90% effaced and looked at me like I was a rock star. Glory hallelujah I had done it! My midwife wasn’t there yet, but the doctor from the same medical group was there heard that and smiled and said, “Awesome!” Go me! I was well over half-way and past the point of no return, meaning that it would be silly for me to get an epidural now after doing all of this work already without it and that baby would be here in no time. At least that was one of things I kept telling myself as I labored for another 6 hours. 

As soon as my 20 minutes on the bed with monitoring were over I was up and the midwife escorted me to the jacuzzi. I wanted that jet stream of water on my back. I was in the water for almost 2 hours. There were handles built in to each side of the tub that I pulled on as I bent over and had David pour water down my back. A few times the nurse came in to get a fetal heart rate reading. She had a hand-held device and just got her hands where they needed to be regardless of what position I was in or what I was doing. I’m sure she got all wet trying to get to my belly under the water, but she didn’t complain or ask me to move. Awesome nurse! The midwife quietly stood at the foot of the tub and encouraged me through contractions. Her mantra was, “Stay with it,” said in a low sing-song voice. David later told me that it was really annoying him. Ha! But whenever I started breathing too fast she would repeat, “Stay with it,” and I would force myself to take longer breaths. I wasn’t annoyed. It helped me stay focused and not hyperventilate because of the pain. When I was all wrinkly and the water was past the point of being warm, my midwife suggested that we get out and head back to our room. I crawled out of the tub and the midwife and David put my gown back on me. David loves this part. Apparently I didn’t care to wait for them to tie the back of my gown before I went out the door and into the hallway. And you better believe that a good contraction came down before I made it back to the room. So there I was in the hallway, squatted down and pulling on the edge of the nurses desk, with my backside open for all to see. I didn’t care. The midwife laughed. David, I’m sure, was red in the face for me and shaking his head (with a smile). When I could walk again I made it to the room. I reached the bed just as another contraction came so I was squatting down again and pulling on the bed.

After getting through that one I made my way to the bathroom and as I was relieving myself my mucus plug finally let loose. I bet it would have sooner, but I think the water pressure while I was in the tub kept it intact. So maybe if I hadn’t got in the tub, things would have progressed a little faster? I don’t know. Oh well. A few contractions later I made it back to the bed. I crawled onto the bed so they could do another fetal heart rate monitoring session. During this time, the midwife checked my progress. As she did, my water broke [I don’t know if she did that on purpose or not]. Wowza what a sensation. Fluid, fluid everywhere. I was at a 8/9 and completely effaced. I was a little discouraged by this. I was expecting to hear, “All done and ready to push.” I was so, so, so tired and just wanted to be done. If it took 2+ hours of hard labor to progress from a 7/8ish to just barely 9 that meant I had another 2 more hours at least. Ughhh. 

I stayed on the bed for a few contractions laboring on my side, but that just wasn’t doing it for me. So the midwife suggested I get in the shower with the birthing ball. I sat on the exercise ball and bent over as the hot water hit my back. Eventually I was kneeling on a bunch of towels, bent over and hugging the bench attached to the shower wall. All the while with David by my side putting pressure on my back as I asked for it, the midwife quietly watching in the corner and reminding me to “stay with it,” and the nurse (pretty much soaking herself) getting a fetal heart rate reading every now and then. 

Several times I cried to David that I was done, I just wanted to be done, I wanted it to be over, I was so tired, I just wanted to sleep. He had tears in his eyes too as he reminded me that I was so close, that I could do this, that I was almost done. 

Close to 2 hours later the midwife asked if I felt like pushing. I groaned, “I don’t know.” After a few more contractions she informed me that I was definitely pushing through contractions now and that we should move back to the bed. My breathing with the contractions transformed on their own into pushing back into the contraction without me realizing. 

I got on the bed and she had me reclined on my back and holding my knees as I pushed. This wasn’t working. My legs were so tired and my knees were almost numb from kneeling on them for so long in the shower that I just didn’t have the strength to hold them up, even with David trying to help me. So we positioned the bed to a more upright position, like a chair, and they got the squat bar out and attached to the end of the bed. It fit on each side of the bed and came up just past the height of my head as I sat in the bed/chair. The nurse and midwife got my legs up and feet planted so that I was in a supported squat position while sitting in the bed (I guess I like the squat position; sorry if you’re tired of reading that word. squat!). I pulled on the bar during each push and then rested/hung from it during breaks. During this phase I really was just in the zone. I was not aware of much of what was going on around me; I don’t even know what David was doing during this time besides getting me water on my request. At some point though I noticed that the midwife backed away and put on her delivery coveralls and gloves and the nurse set out a pad on the ground beneath me. I interpreted this as: we must be close; I am almost done. 

David says I pushed for about 30 minutes after getting out of the shower. Pushing was a lot of work. I was soooo tired. I really gave it all that I had each time, thinking that the harder I pushed the sooner I could be done. But I felt like the pushing was doing nothing. I wasn’t feeling anything moving down, or the “ring of fire,” yada yada. After one push some “air” was also definitely released, and I looked at my nurse and asked, “Did I just shart myself, or was that just a nasty fart?” because I honestly couldn’t tell. She just laughed and laughed and didn’t really answer me. David has since informed that I did, indeed, shart- but just a little bit. A few more pushes later and finally, finally!, I could feel that intense pressure and baby starting to crown. The ring of fire wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. It was there, but I think the release from it was the weirdest thing. One moment it was like, “WTH- OUCH!” and the next moment I was already pushing again and with that push baby practically exploded out. (Sorry, this hasn’t been a very sentimental or rose-colored depiction of birth has it?) Sweet release! One of the strangest sensations everrrr. 

Baby let out a good wail or two and was immediately placed on my belly; I tried to pull him up to my chest and everybody told me to stop- he was still attached to the cord and I was tugging on the placenta. So baby lay there and I cried and sobbed with relief as we waited for the cord to stop pulsing. After about 15 minutes David cut the cord. I was so happy and shocked that he did! We hadn’t really talked about it and I thought he wouldn’t want to given his history of wooziness when in the presence of bodily fluids. But he didn’t even hesitate. As soon as the cord was cut baby was placed on my chest. I was so exhausted I could barely keep my eyes open long enough to get a good look at him. After staring at him for about 30 seconds I closed my eyes and kept them closed and just held that baby. A few minutes later he started rooting around. I was weak from exhaustion and shaky from the adrenaline rush and my arms couldn’t quite maneuver how I wanted them to, so the nurse helped baby get to the breast. He latched right on. When he was finished he lifted his head up and just stared. And that is what happened the next four hours. Baby stayed on my chest; he would lift and hold his head and stare repeatedly; he nursed; never cried, just did some grunting. :)

During this time we also delivered the placenta. I got stitched up from the 2nd degree tear I received while pushing. And David fed me the chicken fingers, fries, and milkshake I ordered- I no longer needed to worry about diabetes and blood glucose levels and I enjoyed those calories and carbs and sugars like nothing I had ever enjoyed before (I also shared this meal with David, as he was hungry and sleep deprived as well). 

Around 6PM I finally let the nurse take the baby (not that she was pesky or pressuring, just around 6PM she asked and I said sure) to weigh and measure and clean him up. 

His stats were: 7 pounds 12 ounces

20 1/2 inches

2:32PM

10-12-14

Pure, sweet, perfect, precious baby. My baby! I am so in love with him. 

September 2014

Baby shower was September 4. So I guess that should be included in this post. But me and my pregnant brain included it in August. Whatever. 

Partied it up in Henderson with this cute thing for her 4th birthday.

I flew back to Rexburg from Las Vegas by myself. A one hour plane ride for $38 sounded so much more pleasant than a 10+ hour car ride. This also left David free to stay in Panaca and hunt longer. He drove back on Saturday up the 93. The I-15 was closed off due to flooding that literally took the road away in Logandale, NV.  I would write more about that craziness, but it's getting late. Suffice it say, Panaca- little, old, little, little Panaca- became a boom town for a while as traffic was diverted up to and through it's Main Street. bumper to bumper for days. Days is not an exaggeration.

The week that I was home by my lonesome, I ate some really yummy food. And took pictures of it, because what else do you do when you're home alone? I would go out each night and pick a few things from the garden to add to my dinner plate. It was heavenly. And delicious.

Zucchini crust pizza. (Actually I think this one was back in August. Whatever. It was dang yummy)

Chicken with zucchini  and peppers saute.

Bread. Nom.

Cucumber, onion, pepper, and tomato salad. 

And then Wednesday night, the 10th, a nasty frost rolled through. The temperature dropped to 25 degrees that night. I knew a frost was coming through, so I went out late that evening and threw a "water blanket" down hoping that would be enough. Um no. Not for 25 degrees! I was 8 months pregnant and didn't want to lay down row covers by myself. I should have. My two rows of tomatoes with fat green and ripening tomatoes, my pumpkin patch, corn, peppers, everything- gone! It was very sad. But now I guess it's kind of a blessing because I would be spending a lot of time right now/ the past few weeks harvesting and preserving things from the garden instead of working on school stuff. And I definitely have more than enough school assignments to be working on and knocking out before baby comes. Blessings in disguise? I'm glad I enjoyed my garden this year while it lasted, I just wish I could have got more out of it and saved from it. Oh well. Se la vie.

School started September 15, and things have been crazy and nonstop busy ever since. 

David's classes: range management, ecology, biostatistics, doctrine and covenants

Giulia's classes: deciduous i.d., interioscaping, pest management, practicum (running the horticulture business for the semester)

A few nights before school started we checked our schedules again. We signed up for classes way back in May so we thought we should reacquaint ourselves with our classes. We had everything lined up perfectly and we didn't have class at the same time for when baby comes. But as we were reviewing everything I noticed that there was an hour in the mornings that overlapped. I asked David about it, and he said I was crazy because that class of his wasn't until 10:15. Turns out, the class he was signed up for... the teacher left. The school assigned a new teacher and a different class time and didn't care to let anybody know. Kind of frustrating. So we both have a class from 7:45-8:45. My class doesn't get out until 10. Luckily, it's a first block class and will be over on October 29. Hopefully we'll have David's mother here still to help us with the little one until then and get us through October. 

A few days into the semester I was informed that the evergreen i.d. class that runs the second block, which I was signed up for, has a week-long field trip to Arizona. I'm going to have a weeks old baby when that rolls around. I can't go on a week long field trip. Why is this information not posted on the course requirements/ course description when registering for classes!? Argh! 

I dropped that class and replaced it with interioscaping for the second block. The class was full but I went and talked to the teacher and he added me anyway. :) [I'm grateful I've taken the time the last year to get to know my professors and make sure they know who I am. This is done by: 1- I'm a good student. 2- I typically make 1-2 or more visits during their office hours to ask questions so they know me outside of class. Those of you new to the college game- take the time to know your professors] Unfortunately, this class is from 11:30-1:30 (...I think...) And David also has class from 11:30-12:30. So we'll need to find someone to watch our lil' man cub for us during that hour. Ugh! Not what we wanted and we worked so hard to avoid this. We just keep telling ourselves that everything will work out! It will all work out. 

This month we also took a childbirth education class. I'm so glad we did. I feel like both David and I are on the same page now about what will happen during labor and we are better prepared to be a great labor and birth team. We got this!

September has quickly moved into October. Baby will be here in no time. Parenthood here we come!

The Bulge part II

It's looking like "The Bulge" series will only receive two posts, maybe three if I include a postpartum story/ L&D story. I really was horrible at documenting this whole first pregnancy thing. I've been busy, and [obviously] taking bump photos or writing things down was not high on the priority list. 

Since last taking a bump photo in July with my awesome phone, we didn't take one bump shot. 

To make up for it I asked our friend from Henderson, Dessa Selch, to whip out her fancy camera and come play with me during a maternity photo shoot. We got more than a few good pictures and it was a lot fun. I'm glad I asked her. These are all unedited. When Janet gets back from Florida I'll have her doctor a few of them up so they're more photo-frame worthy. But even without fancy editing work, Dessa did a great job!

We took these September 19, at 37 weeks:

Here's a list of birth books that I've read and recommend:

The Bradley Method

Ina May's Guide to Childbirth

The Womanly Art of Breastfeeding

Going to the Motherland

Birth Book #1 and 2 

The Gift of Giving Life

...and that's all I can think of at this moment... These have been super informative and have hopefully :) prepared us for this new adventure. I'll admit, I'm a "birth junkie," and love reading the literature and research surrounding maternity care, labor & delivery, home vs. hospital birth, etc. I'm constantly amazed at how uninformed women are about birth and how easily they sign themselves over to the system of hospitalized birth without knowing what their options are. Being a woman, I've known my whole life, essentially, that I would one day carry, birth, and raise children of my own. Growing up I heard stories of my mother being a rock star and being the crazy lady at the hospital that refused an epidural and just wanted people to get away from her with their needles and machines and let her do her own thing. As I got older I realized how unusual this was (she is a peculiar lady... in the best meaning of the word). And I think, maybe, that's when my interest was piqued and I found myself diving into information about maternity care in the U.S. I'm glad I'm informed and as ready as I can be for the birth of baby numero uno. I really am excited and looking forward to labor and delivery.  Now...just gotta get the hospital bags packed... I keep putting that off. I think it's because I tell myself that I can just do that while I'm laboring at home. It will give me something to focus on. But hey, we got my toenails painted up nice and pretty yesterday. And by we I mean we. Meaning David did the paint job and I sat on my fancy new exercise ball while listening to the afternoon session of general conference.

Here's a copy and paste from an email we sent to family at the end of September. It's the best journaling I have to offer, and this way I don't have to think about and type things twice:

Soooo....we're getting close, really close, to baby's arrival. (Ah! I have a million things to do still!) I've yet to hit the, "I'm so pregnant and pregnantly miserable (and miserably pregnant) I want this baby out of me yesterday." So that's good! Baby can stay put as long as he wants as far as I'm concerned. I caught my reflection in a window as I was running at the indoor track yesterday and was shocked to see how pregnant I looked. So strange! How has it been 9 months already? (By the way- getting lapped by the pregnant lady....awkward for you, awesome for me!)

I just know that you all are dying to know what the latest news is.

Well, nothing really. :) I don't think I've had any contractions yet. Sometimes my toesies swell up at night after letting them dangle for hours in this high kitchen chair as I work on assignments. I hike around the gardens on campus in the morning three days a week identifying trees for one of my classes. I've controlled my diabetes really well and our midwife today said that I just have a perfect size belly and healthy, smallish (average? 7lb) baby in there/here. 

[Oh yah, I've never mentioned gestational diabetes on the blog. Yep, I gots it. At first it was hard and annoying and I cried the day I was diagnosed. But after a week of poking my finger the whole thing hasn't been that bad. It's actually been really good. I've definitely been a better eater during the last half of this pregnancy than I would have been and as a result have maintained a great weight and kept baby at a healthy weight as well. Given my family history I've alway known that I could be at risk for diabetes, and this has opened my eyes to how important it is that we continue to be healthy and active and eat good foods- not fake foods. I didn't have to do the medication/insulin route because we did so well with managing my sugar levels just through diet and exercise.]

One of the huge risks of gestational diabetes is the baby accumulating too much fat in the upper body and having a shoulder dystocia during birth. But because everything is looking so good we're not worried so much about that. Yay! 

However, because I am labeled as a gestational diabetic, if during the process of labor and delivery we get to a point where a forceps or vacuum assist is necessary, they won't do it because there's a higher risk of pulling the baby into a dystocia. So if we get to that point it would be an automatic C-section. Boo! 

As you know, I'm planning and ready for a natural birth with no interventions. This is even more important now with the diabetes stuff because of the shoulder dystocia and C-section risks (which we're not super worried about, but...). 

Let me lead you down the cascade of interventions associated with a typical hospital birth that I need to not happen in order to prevent a C-section:

-- hiring a doctor or midwife that gets scared if baby isn't here right at 40 weeks and scares patients into unnatural induction methods. (Granted, inductions are necessary and do save lives when appropriate)

   -Check! Our midwife said she'll "start" getting "worried" at 41 weeks and 6 days. That puts us at October 20. (estimated due date October 7... I have a mid-term on October 3rd, so anytime after that is fine with me. I'm thinking somewhere around the 15th though.)

-- going to the hospital too soon. If we get to the hospital before I'm dilated to 6 ish cm a few things could happen:

   - labor could slow down (unfamiliar place, triage, etc. could spook my body into stopping)

      -- if labor slows down, nurses want to start it back up with pitocin. If I'm hooked up to pitocin, I'm very limited in labor positions. If I'm limited in labor positions, labor is more painful. If labor gets too intense because the dang pitocin makes it worse than it should be, I get an epidural. With an epidural I'm definitely stuck in bed. Laying (lying?) in a bed is possibly the worst position to give birth in as it reduces the size of the birth canal by 30% (that's what I read last anyway... statistics, they're all made up...) Also, since you can't feel much with an epidural, I won't be able to push effectively. All of this (this is a shortened, explain it one breath, version) leads to a vacuum or forceps assisted delivery, which they won't do because of my gestational diabetes and risk of dystocia and I'll just get sent out for a C-section. Whew! 

***now here's where we need your help with prayers and good thoughts***

-staying at home and laboring as long as possible.

--Midwife said, "When you feel like you're at death's door, go to the hospital." Awesome. Hopefully by then I'll be past the point of no return (name that musical!) and will progress into transition and pushing at the hospital without interventions. 

---So*** pray that David and I will be an effective labor team at home and know when the time is right to leave the house. Or if we do go to the hospital too soon, that we'll know if it will be okay for us to stay or better for us to go back home.

---And then*** when we get there that things will continue to progress and go well. 

That's not too much to ask for, is it? :) 

A natural, drug-free birth is what I'll need in order to recover the quickest and get back to my classes as soon as possible. I'm crazy, I know! It also lends itself to the best start for breastfeeding- another crucial aspect as I try to jump back into classes. We want baby to be exclusively breastfed, but know that won't be possible when I'm in class. So I'll be pumping and feeding. Milk cow mama here I come.

I think that's it. We had another of our now weekly appointments this afternoon and will continue to do so until baby comes. We'll let you know if something is different next week. 

In other news, I ran the teleprompter for Elder Holland's devotional address here on campus on Tuesday. So that was cool. :) 

And from another email dated October 3:

We just got back from our weekly appointment with the midwife. Nothing to report. Which is great! :) I was able to finish my midterm exam this morning and not be in labor. Now my goal is to get through until Monday without any excitement. I'm meeting with the weed control office in Fremont County to collect weeds for a project in my integrated pest management class. So it would be great if I could get this project done before baby arrives. It will be okay if I don't, but I will be much less stressed postpartum if I do! Side note- last week for pest management we went to Krupp's Hallow scout camp (for those who know where that is) and blew up gopher holes. Ha!

"Due date" is Tuesday, October 7th- 4 days away! Baby's head is still down and his heart-rate is great. No contractions that I'm aware of. But maybe I'm sleeping through them? I wouldn't be surprised; I've always been a good sleeper. I've heard of some people doing that and waking up while baby is crowning. Wouldn't that be awesome!? That's the way to get through labor. I stopped running last week because I noticed that after that particular activity baby's head was pushing downnn. And seeing how I'm content with him just hanging out in-utero for at least another week (he's very easy to take care of this way), I decided I better stop all the running in order to help prolong his womb sentence and allow me to get more school projects done! I have four big projects due in October that I want finished or mostly finished by the time he arrives. Wish me luck!

I feel great and continue to shock and awe with my "pregnancy pass-" I don't look pregnant until you pass me and see me from the side or front. Mwahahaha. Haters gonna hate...

That's it for now. Hopefully you'll get an update next week with the same story. Well, I'm sure some of you want a different story, like an update with pictures of a baby. We'll see what happens!

And one more snippet from an email today:

I know I'm going to struggle with taking it slow [post-delivery]. I only want to do the minimum with school stuff after delivery, which is why I'm trying to get so much done now. The last three weeks have been crazy crazy crazy as I've worked around the clock to finish what I can now and not have to worry about it when babe is here. I have all of my farmer's market hours in; I have all of my apple orchard hours done (both of which are usually strung out until the end of the semester in December); I've been doing well on my bi-weekly quizes for deciduous i.d. and my mid-term so my grade is high enough that I have some wiggle worm for that class. That's the one that ends on the 29th. And that's the one that I'm worried most about getting right back to (as we go over 50+ new specimens a week with a quiz on Monday and Friday). But that craziness will only last a few more weeks.  I signed up to do my critical review presentation early for my pest management class and finished that last week. And I've somehow been putting 15-20 hours in at work on campus. Whewee! Now my focus is getting these dang projects finished today and tomorrow so I can have those marked off my to-do list and can be as worry free as possible when babe arrives. 

Wowza, seeing all of that written out makes me tired. But I know that it will be far more tiring and stressful to get all of that done with a baby. So I'll just keep workin' the clock!

Tomorrow, tomorrow! Is Monday, the 6th. Baby's 'due date' is October 7th. Tomorrow I'm collecting a variety of weeds for my pest management class. [That just got pushed back to Tuesday morning. So baby, Tuesday evening. Let's just make it through 'til Tuesday before you start any excitement.] I have so many other school things I can get done if lil' man cub will just stay put for another week. I know I'm crazy and that most first time mothers cannot wait for baby to come. I really don't care if I'm "overdue". In fact, I would prefer it (for previously mentioned reasons). I think 10-12-14 would be a great birthday-- easy to remember. 

I leave you with photos from this evening. 

Business in the back:

Party in the front:

August 2014

Driving home from work we saw a bear!

Went down and visited Grandmama in Salt Lake. She loved feelin' the belly.

Took an evening drive to Packsaddle Lake.

We had a little weinie roast and then the boys fished and the girls took a little dip in the lake. It was lovely.

One day I showed David a picture of a bookcase made out of pallets. I said I wanted something like it for the living room, as we had sold our entertainment center that shelved all of our books in order to make room for baby in bedroom #2. The next day he gave me this!

And then he stained it and we brought it in and it looks fabulous! I love it!

He also made a bookshelf for baby's room. It is darling!

And then we bought this hunk of junk.

And David turned it into this beauty! It's in baby's room and will be used for dresser/changing table.

Our last shift at Henrys Lake!

We weren't catching anythingggg. And then right before we headed in, David brought up a big ol' cutthroat. It was great way to end our last night on the lake.

We also went huckleberry picking sometime in August and I have a picture of that....need to find and put up later. :)

 Produce from my garden! I picked all of this before we headed south to share with family and friends in Henderson. Yum.

The yard looks 1000 times better than it did last summer. And look! We inherited a cute outdoor swing. The neighbor sold her house. When Chris and Shelly lived here, Chris built this swing for her. David saw her at the car dealership service center and she told him to go get the swing and put it in our yard. I love it!

After our last Henrys Lake shift, we packed up and headed for home the next day. We went down to Preston's football game Friday night (I don't know why we didn't take ANY pictures. Preston did awesome) and then spent a few days in Panaca. I hung out at the house and got my craft on while David was out elk hunting with his Dad. 

The only pictures I have from my time in Panaca: Stretching after a run and sewing with pineapple blonde hair (we were mid-process of getting me back to my blonde).

As I was stretching and chatting with Grandmama (we were shocked to find that Grandmama was there visiting as well!), I heard giggling behind me. I turn around to see David and Nessie snapping photos of my behind. I didn't realize you could see my belly hanging down. But the funny part is the antler set that happened to be on the floor and I happened to line up my head inside them. 

And then I made my way down to Henderson. I got to hang out and enjoy being back in my Mamma's kitchen. I think that's one of the things I miss most about being so far away from home. Mom always has something good in her fridge (like peaches'n'cream cake, have mercy!), and the right things on hand to whip up a tasty meal in no time. 

While I was there we had a little baby shower. It was great to see family and friends again. Thank you, Felicia, and everyone else who helped put it together. And thank you, Liz, for letting us in your home! Sadly, I didn't get any pictures of the decorations, etc. It was all so cute! Oh well. 

Ooh, but I did get a picture of this piece of art Felicia created.